Don’t Be a Pussy Fart
What do you see when you see the word Non-Epileptic seizure ?Am I the only that can see the NON in the word. What does every other word with the NON means. I’ll tell you what let me google the word. Well is not a word it is a simple prefix. I’m getting ahead of myself but that is what I do. So I will stop.
According to Google:
non-[nän] PREFIX expressing negation or absence. nonaggression” [more] (added to adverbs) not in the way described.
“nonuniformly”
(added to verbs to form adjectives) not causing or requiring. “nonskid” [more expressing a neutral negative sense when a corresponding form beginning with in- or un- has a special connotation (such as nonhuman compared with inhuman).
I understand that is not Epileptic. It is what I call abuse or better yet it is communism. Communism is run by a dictatorship type of leader. It’s his way or you die. In this part of the earth the U.S.of A. It is suppose to be democracy and what our political idiots that run this country can only fool some people some of the time but can’t fool all of the people of all of the time. Yes we do have the freedom. We are in the world of opportunity living life in different times. I understand and believe in evolution. We live and learn. I believe in self and what the self likes, wants, interests and most important self-will especially if it is a human being with faith.
Indirect Fire
Look at the picture to the left. Is photo whop with filter. That is what non-epileptic seizures is. A picture on photo shop with all kinds of filters covering what it is to me a pussy fart that covers the painful abuse or a tantrum of a child for not getting their way. Give them their way and what do you give them. That they can treat other by demanding and not simply asking. You know what nobody has to give you anything. Especially if you are not a giver and believe in taking. That is the very first thing we learn. That the word “NO” really means yes. Don’t support tantrum and don’t have them either. I allow tantrums to allow a mistreatment or to give a reward for an approach towards me that I don’t like. I don’t operate in such a way I’ll give you a plain “Fuck You” Which is the correct reaction. Hey everybody and their mother knows that we would like to treat others like the way we want to be treated.
Don’t Cloud Your Mind
That is what my days are like everyday. It brings and gives me character. Life now challenges me to everything that is not. I see the image to my left. Automatically I realize that is foggy and that I don’t have any vision. That is exactly what faith is. To believe in something hoped for and confidence based on a perceived degree or concept. Such as believing in my own vision from a spiritual perspective. I believe in GOD, I believe in science and I believe in my truth even when I lie. I realize that I live and learn in a sinful world sinning everyday. That’s my reality. It is the world I live in and it makes perfect sense to me. Above all I have a forgiving GOD. I also realize that me, myself, the I is not GOD. He is the one that gives and takes and moves things around for his reasons. In total control of my very self. Yes of course I have to do my part. How much is enough. How hot is hot. Once I feel uncomfortable and it hurts the real human being comes out of me in this real world that I now have to deal with. I don’t find comfort in disrespect and abusive situations even if I try. To keep it simple. I treat everybody accordingly. I treat others how I would like to be treated and I’m OK with that and who I am. I’m OK with what happens and OK with what does not happen. I let things flow and flow with what is flowing.
The Flow
My Flow is personal. Your flow is what works for you and what you dedicate you time to. That is my reality of what flow is. In positive psychology, a flow state, also known colloquially as being in the zone, is the mental state in which a person performing some activity is fully immersed in a feeling of energized focus, full involvement, and enjoyment in the process of the activity. In essence, flow is characterized by the complete absorption in what one does, and a resulting transformation in one’s sense of time.
Fake The Funk
At times I have to fake the funk. Yes I know that it smells but others don’t care. That is simply the very reason I understand because I can go there in a heart beat. I’m not trying to do that. It’s too easy to not give a fuck. Try caring for a change then and maybe then you can have a reason to complaint. Will it matter if it does then ask yourself why you are caring. What is it that you are really listening too. What is it all about. Are you caring for the act of caring or is that a conditional type of caring. Can it be the lack of maturity. Think about it for me it is a lot easier to try and impress every one NOT but telling them to fuck off. Believe they will acknowledge you before you even finish what you are trying to say. I guess that with age your perspective starts to change depending on what it is you see. Experience will also help in seeing and smelling shit from far away. Same shit different smell. Does not take the fact that it is still shit. This pandemic with the coronavirus has taught me that the toilet paper in bulk purchases proved to me that their is a lot more assholes then we thought.
Non-Epileptic Seizures Has No Flow
In sixteen (16) years almost half of my life. It has finally taught me that is fake. It is not my flow. It is someone else’s flow that flows for them. It is actually against my flow. For example: Who helps you to loose your job then ask you for funds to pay their bills especially when I’m just trying to eat. Who places a restraining order on my ass then buys a gun and waits for me to come to his house. Hey life has taught to find humor in all that life brings. Don’t let no one take that away from you. Maybe someone with no flow wants to flow. Or maybe their want is just and idea, a thought without action. Hey because no one gives me shit does not give me the reason to go around demanding what I don’t have. Life does not work that way. I can only offer what I have in abundance to give away leaving enough for me. It doesn’t take much for me to function and I’m OK If I don’t. It could be that time for all that I care.
Simple and Easy
This is my whole point. This is a test for those of you that can share the first three thoughts that arise from your head. Be honest you can only deceive yourself. What did you really think ? Do you remember ?
Negative Thoughts
Loneliness, Non-Social, Different
Positive Thoughts
Confidence, Wise, Non-Dramatic
Think about if you were honest you will realize that is your head doing what it does. Just thinking and providing ideas that you already know. If and when something does not feel right. Don’t give it a name just yet. What is it that is not right ? I ask myself knowing exactly who I am. Fuck it what ever it takes to get to acceptance. Troubleshoot your self. I’m a mechanic that understand the concept of the flow of systems that come together to keep an engine running. More complicated due to the flow of different systems that doesn’t warn you with words like humans do when they go see a doctor. Something goes wrong hey the car don’t work. What is it doing or not doing ? It does not work. It works but is trying to tell you something.
If It Works Don’t Fix It
The troubleshooting techniques that I’m aware of. Simple four steps to troubleshoot when something is wrong.
- Find out what the problem is. If you don’t know what the problem is how can you fix it. It’s like not having a problem.
- identify where the problem is Locate it and separate the whole system.
- Understand the flow of the system and it’s parts. Why is it a problem. Start at the beginning of the flow to the end to locate misfunction of flow. fix or replace the part.
- Test the system for flow and accuracy. Return back from isolation. Without the function of one system in a multi-system operation. You can’t have one with out the other. Every part and function is necessary to make it operational as one.
What we do with the human body when there’s teamwork and on the same page wanting the very functional living life. The problem with life is that we all want different things and we all function differently. We are all in different place living the same experience at a different time with different people with every single person having our priorities straight. I include myself because that is exactly what I dedicate my time to. Whether I like or not or whether I choose to or not. I have to love it no matter what it’s just life and is teaching me something. If it is non than why does it affect me. Who’s problem is it anyway. Are you part of the problem or the solution. Who is really the one with the experience. Is it really NON-EPILIPTIC or is it something NON pointing to the root of where it came from blaming you for exactly the way they feel and have to offer. Happy people don’t offer this kind of shit that is not. It is fake and is coming from an unhappy, painful source that lacks maturity. It is what a five year old does when they don’t get their way. A freaking tantrum. A complainer that is uncomfortable without a problem that needs fixing.
Karma
According to Google:
Principle
Karma means action, work, or deed. The term also refers to the spiritual principle of cause and effect, often descriptively called the principle of karma, wherein intent and actions of an individual influence the future of that individual: good intent and good deeds contribute to good karma and happier rebirths, while bad intent and bad deeds contribute to bad karma and bad rebirths.
Goes back to the simplicities of life. You can’t offer what you don’t have. You can only get what you offer and give out to the world when you understand the laws of nature. The force of Mother nature. When is clear that we don’t even respect the very paradise we were blessed to have. We can’t change the past. We can only change the ending by understanding the beginning. Mother nature is upset with uncontrollable forces beyond me. I’m still here loving it and trying to stay grounded earthly if you will. I’m no different than any one else. I’m heading to the very place we all are. I’m just trying to enjoy the ride there. It don’t take much and the reality of the matter is that no one has to try too hard. The basic is really all we need but even myself needs to be reminded. So yes maybe it did work for some at some time. I’m living a different time with different people with more advance technology beyond me that I can’t even keep up with. The next generation is too advanced for me to tell them anything they know and learn is part of the what the future is to become. Just the basic, so they won’t forget or get easily confused. At the end of the day no matter what time it is in life and where you are at. Some things just don’t change. It is a lots easier to get comfortable suffering in your comfort zone then to have faith. Some things are made solid and are called exactly for what things are. Think about it pain hurts but no one gets married with those intentions. Where I come from but because love takes us there we feel entitled to call it what it was and no longer is. Pain hurts and love shouldn’t hurt. Don’t believe what is not. Don ‘t give flow to what doesn’t flow. You only know what works for you. Obviously you already know what doesn’t work.
